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| Thursday, 2-Jun-2005 00:00 |
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Dugaan Tuhan untuk mommy and daddy...
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Tuhan turun kan ujian dan dugaan dlm mcm2 bentuk... kami pun tak sangka yang ini ujian tuhan untuk kami. kami tak sangka baby yang kami tunggu sgt kelahirannya di ambil Tuhan, dipinjam kan hanya sementara untuk kami menyayanginya...
walaupun dari awal memang dah ada complication, kami berdua very postive thinking... masa baby still dlm kandungan kami dapat tau yang baby ada examphalos (usus outside the body), doctor suggested us to remove the baby but we refused so went for amniosystensis (test to know whether the baby has the chromosome abnormality or not)... Alhamdullilah, Allah answer our pray, baby tak ada masalah chromosome maknanya tak ada masalah genetik... We dont' know why but dr said 'It is just happen, and can happen to anybody'... Kami berdoa setiap hari supaya baby kami sihat dan lahir dengan cukup sifat, discuss dgn pediatric surgeon untuk buat operation for the baby immediate baby lahir... but the operation can only be done if the baby is big and strong enough... as a parents to be, kami berdua tak putus asa, setiap hari berdoa dan buat pelbagai preparation especially mental preparation untuk terima keadaan baby... we read a lot, kebanyakan baby yang lahir dgn masalah macam ni, lepas operation Insyallah baby akan sihat and active macam kanak2 lain... masa tu kami fikir Tuhan pasti nak uji kami samada kami sanggup terima anak ni atau tidak... kami bukan aje sanggup malah tak rasa ia membebankan langsung, tiap2 hari tunggu baby lahir...
tapi tuhan tu maha kaya, dia berhak untuk buat apa sahaja dan Dia tahu apa yang terbaik untuk umatnya, bila kandungan 7 bulan (24/3/05), my amnion water bocor and I kena infection at my white blood sel, masa tu kami risau sgt, risau baby tak boleh bertahan becoz dr dah bagitau yang baby mesti lahir cukup bulan supaya he is big and strong utk dijalankan operation ke atasnya... Dr tanya pd hubby apa keputusannya...saya yakin keputusannya amat susah nak buat tapi he decided untuk dr selamatkan saya dulu... means we cannot wait till 36 weeks to deliver him and dr needs to induce me... 29/3/05, approximately at 6.30 am Baby meninggal semasa masih dlm kandungan and at 7.40 am saya lahirkan baby yang dah tak bernyawa ke dunia secara normal...
hanya tuhan sahaja yang tau bagaimana perasaan saya, baby ni tak ada gantinya, andai kata kami dikurniakan zuriat lain selepas ini ia tetap tak sama macam yang dah pergi. kami namakan dia Muhammad Rizq Ifwat (Rizq=Rezeki dan Ifwat=The best).
Bukan mudah untuk cakap ttg baby atau untuk tengok baby lain tanpa air mata bergenang tapi as what one of my friend told me (she experienced the same), only time will heal the pain. Bukan mudah untuk kami terima keadaan ini. Ia merupakan ujian terbesar setakat ini untuk kami berdua... kami cuma pohon dari Tuhan untuk tetapkan iman kami supaya kami boleh atasi ujian dari Nya dengan tabah...
For everybody who visited me at home or hospital, thank you very much... untuk semua keluarga, kawan2 dan semua yang mendoakan, berbanyak2 terima kasih...hanya Allah SWT sahaja yang mampu membalasnya.. Buat kawan2 suami (MCKK Old Boy) yang bersama2 membuat tahlil untuk Arwah, kami benar2 terharu di atas keprihatinan dan persahabatan kalian...Untuk suami tercinta, thank you very much for all your support and love...
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| Thursday, 17-Feb-2005 00:00 |
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Malay College Kuala Kangsar 100 years dinner
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from left-my hubby, nazman and azlan (TM Net old boy)
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Me and My hubby
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The three stooges again
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I joined my hubby and TM Net staff who also MCKK old boy fot the centennary dinner at Shangrila Hotel last nite organized by MCOBANITA (an association for spouses of exMCKK). We had fun with all jokes and performance...
Semangat betul bebudak tua (old boy) koleq ni... as what my hubby said "Speret Koleq"...
i pun ikut je lah speret tu... dapat tengok ramai org2 glamor including royalties, ministers, corporate leaders, actors and actress and many many people of ex MCKK.
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| Monday, 31-Jan-2005 00:00 |
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tribute to my baby
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Positive...
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12 weeks @ penang
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20 weeks
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Ehm...we both are very happy when found out that I am expecting our first baby... I was thinking to have a pregnancy journal but due to busy and malas I have to forget about it...
But doctor found out, baby has a small problem which need an operation lepas lahir nanti... after the operation, Insyallah baby will grow like other normal baby... ehm walau apa pun baby tu kan kurniaan Allah S.W.T... Ni ujian dariNya jugak utk kita...Doakan dia sihat dan sejahtera macam kanak2 lain juga...Insyallah... Hubby was very happy bila dpt tau yg baby tu boy....hehhehehe...
few pics here shows my body changes... some friends told me that I look gemuk, but thanks to my friend Ila and Mai yang always comfort me... and to hubby too for always saying, "Awak comel".... 
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| Sunday, 30-Jan-2005 00:00 |
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NAZA'S wedding
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Renjis renjis dipilis...
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Happy couple...
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yang kat tengah2 tu saya lah...si comel...
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we went to Naza's and Md. Nor reception yesterday at Kolej Latihan Telekom. Naza look pretty in turquoise... nampak berseri and cantik...maklumlah seri pengantin baru...
For Naza and Md. Nor, semoga jodoh korang berdua kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...Semoga dipanjang kan umur dan di murah kan rezeki, dan dikurniakan anak ramai2....hhehehhe
Muah muah
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| Friday, 14-Jan-2005 00:00 |
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sayang's birthday
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Yesterday was my hubby's birthday... i organized a very simple dinner yet I found it quite romantic...
We went to Tamarind Springs, despite all the Internet review talking bad things about the restaurant, I was excited to go there n to enjoy the scenery (obviously not to enjoy food)... I've made prior arrangement for the birthday dinner plus a small surprise 'birthday cake' for him... Since the restaurant did not have any cake, they suggested a plate of dessert with ice cream and candle on top of it. I've asked them to clean the table immediate we finish our dinner and send the dessert... (heheh... my husband tak tau semua ni)... dia ingat just makan2... so i make excuse nak pi toilet padahal to give signal to the waiter for the next plan...
Hehehhehe.... he look so terkejut and smile at me... While walking to the car, he hold my hand and said "Sayang, thank you. This is the most memorable birthday I've ever had. Kita terharu..."
* Food was not bad...
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| Wednesday, 12-Jan-2005 00:00 |
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Zulie Ezlina Wedding
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[i][b]My schoolmate wedding.. Zulie Ezlina and abg dia...ala lupa plak sama nama hubby dia...cute sgt zulie masa kawin... sorry zulie I cant make it during your wedding.
Wish u both bahagia dan diberkati Allah S.W.t di dunia dan akhirat 
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| Wednesday, 24-Nov-2004 00:00 |
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Cuti-cuti Malaysia
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Seronoknya sayang dapat jln2...nanti kita jln2 lagi ye....
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| Monday, 22-Nov-2004 00:00 |
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My best friend wedding
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My first attendance to Chinese Tea Ceremony...
Chiam looks so pretty...and i am very happy for her... and will miss her when she move to Japan next year.
after this, nik's turn... siti and hun, amacam???
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| Sunday, 14-Nov-2004 00:00 |
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dam dam dum bunyi mercun
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selamat hari raya...
seronok raya...first time raya dgn suami... tapi sob sob sob raya dgn family mertua...okay le seronok jugak...
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| Thursday, 14-Oct-2004 00:00 |
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honeymoon
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bestnya balik kampung...cuti-cuti Malaysia aka honeymoon...
best gak rupanya honeymoon kat kampung...dapat gi kebun...gi air terjun...
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kena plak dah pakai tudung ni.. bertambah2 lagi seri dia.. hihihi 
bestla kat umah poek dah musim buah..
